Had been for years. I thought I learned how to live a normal life, but thatâs the thing about addiction, it creeps back up when you least expect it. There is no one there for me, no one I can turn to for help. Until Iâm given a chance to explore a side of myself Iâd always kept locked away. I was lostâ¦until him. I canât tell you who he is, or why he does the things heâs done. All I can say is I hope one day I behave well enough to take off the blindfold and see the man who controls my addiction. My Master.
My name is John and I am addicted to control.
I tried to deny the dominate side of my personality. I didnât want to admit how much I enjoyed the power, how much I enjoyed causing pain. That is until the woman Iâd been secretly been stalking waltzed into a BDSM club right in front of me. All bets are off. She will be mine.
Together our addictions feed off each other, fueling the fire that burns within. Until suddenly the fire is too hot to handle, burning everything in its path. The pain and scars weâd both come into our fragile relationship with are split wide open, exposing more than either of us can handle, possibly leaving nothing behind to salvage from the ashes.
**Warning: Intended for audiences 18+ due to explicit sex & vulgar language, mention of rape/abuse**
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I have to give this 5 stars as this was amazing! It was captivating! I kept wondering if she was going to get caught by her boss for masterbating while she was at work. She doesn't do it all of the time....just when this one particular person comes to the hotel where she is employed as the party / event coordinator. She does get caught......... just not by her boss. She seeks help through an online chat forum ... having no idea that she is actually talking with the person who enters the hotel every week on a particular day. Another employee asks her to go out to this club stating that others will be there with them.....she reluctantly goes and while the person who invited her gets a taste of reality not realizing what type of club it is. Alix does realize what type of club it is and gets even turned on. John happens to be watching the club for a friend and managing it and sees Alix come in....sees what she does in the bathroom, and takes a chance and invites her back. Where does this go? Oh it goes somewhere all right ....... hang on for the ride folks as you will not want to put this down! Nor should you!
I have written in F/F, F/F/M, F/F/F and then of course F/M genres.... So, beware, I do not always have the most 'traditional' scenes. And one day I will venture into M/M, just have to find the time.
I love to try new things and learn from every piece of work I write. I'll write just about anything once to learn from it. I've even ventured out of my normal erotica genre into Monster Erotica. Doubt you'll find me writing anything not erotic as you can barely get me to even read something out of that category, but then again, you never know what I might try next.
Never stop learning. Try everything at least once.
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